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its a chore holding onto a vision [Dec. 22nd, 2003|11:37 am]
xxbleedxblackxx
[frame of mind |disappointeddisappointed]
[beautiful noise |The Juliana Theory - Don't Push Love Away]

well it was such boring semiformal. i think i exprexted it to be this great thign but it really wasn't.

well anywhooo

x-mas at gramma's was fun. i got a lot of really great stuff and ill be sure to send out thank you cards soon.


well ya, im bored, so good bye
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SEMIFORMAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! [Dec. 20th, 2003|08:22 am]
xxbleedxblackxx
[frame of mind |ecstaticecstatic]
[beautiful noise |The Get Up Kids - I'll Catch You]

WOOOOOHOOOOOOO!

the semi formals is today and i am sooooooo busy!!!

1)track practice
2)going x-mas shopping
3)getting my hair done
4)linda and mary coming over to take pictures
5)SEMIFORMAL!!!!
6)linda and mary sleep over



itll be a long yet fun day!!!!
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theres so much more to give, get locked inside [Dec. 19th, 2003|05:30 pm]
xxbleedxblackxx
[frame of mind |jubilantjubilant]
[beautiful noise |Lovelorn - Dashboard Lit Confessions]

tommorrow is the semi-formal!!!!!!!!

i cant wait! Linda and Mary and comign before to take pictures anf they are spending the night after that! Its giong to be such a fun night.

then on Sunday, I have x-mas at my grandma's hizzouse

should be a great weekend all in all!
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you said there would not be any reason to fear this world [Dec. 17th, 2003|04:44 pm]
xxbleedxblackxx
[frame of mind |flirtyflirty]
[beautiful noise |Further Seems Forever - Monechetti]

Another fun filled day at Baker High School! sike!

i fell and i hurt my knee at lunch.
yes, we crazy people are stupid enough to go outside during lunch and play hacky sack.

i figured out i want to go out with greg! i really really like him. he is in my hack circle. we all call him the polar bear. lol. hs cute too! tee hee.

im tired of people's bull also, if you dont like me. tough. i just do me and no one else.

GAWD!


ttg

-ashhhhhhhhh
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discard this message [Dec. 16th, 2003|08:24 pm]
xxbleedxblackxx
[frame of mind |crazycrazy]
[beautiful noise |Thursday - Paris In Flames]

Well, ahhh, Kelley is leaving me notes!!!! Im happy :)

i cannot wait until the semi-formal. if i wasnt on sleeping pills, i would never sleep for the excitiment is great!

i have started being a Wiccan. Its giong to take a lot of hard work to concentrate on this important aspect of my life, but i will find the stregth inside myself to do this. It is important.


i would like to thank the doggie for laying on my feet while i write this. he keeps my feet warm. tee hee

time for a sister to get on. and maybe do some homework.



-ashhhhhhie-
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im so ugly thats ok 'cause so are you. [Dec. 16th, 2003|06:35 pm]
xxbleedxblackxx
[frame of mind |contemplativecontemplative]
[beautiful noise |Nirvana - Lithium]

hoooo-haaaaaa! that reminds me of Steve Dean. a

anywho, only threee days left until break and the semi-formal. mmuah-hah-hah. i cant wait! Mary can definatley come over after the semi and Linda is in the process of asking.

I feel bad for all who think they are too cool to come. F them, their loss.

If there was a choice between being cool and not going and being not cool and going, I would choose to not be cool. Everyone's like "i want to be individual." we'll do stuff you like, not whats cool.

Thats so stupid to be something your not just for the benefit of being liked because you will not even care about the ppl in your highschool after you leave that god forsaken place.

in other news...

THORG HUNGRY! THORG WANT EAT!






muchlove -ashkins-
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bor-duh. [Dec. 15th, 2003|08:12 pm]
xxbleedxblackxx
[frame of mind |lovedloved]
[beautiful noise |Operation Ivy - Yellin' In My Ear]

lol. my dog is being a bad boy and coming in the office when he is not allowed, just so he can be with his sissy! such a sweet angel! there is no such thing as loving your doggie too much. well i am finally talking to my long time best friend Erin after not talking for a while as a result of lack of seeing each other. ho hum. fricken dog is laying on my foot. well um, i just felt liek writing something. i have nothing really worth while to read. i will evertually write somethign good. so keep reading!



-ashkins-
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pass me the sugar and things soon will be right [Dec. 15th, 2003|05:18 pm]
xxbleedxblackxx
[frame of mind |creativecreative]
[beautiful noise |Tsunami Bomb - Lemonade]

I just read an amazing entry by a boy I know. It stated everything in my head about this holiday that becomes upon us. I feel like promoting something now. lol. well ahh, i am thinking about changing my religion to Wicca. It sounds like my beliefs about the earth ,nature , and the natural order of things. I need to do my homework now.



-ash-hole-
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silence broken with words unspoken [Dec. 15th, 2003|08:22 am]
xxbleedxblackxx
[frame of mind |pissed offpissed off]
[beautiful noise |Finch - Awake]

yesh this indeed sucks! we should have had a snow day!!!!! o ok wellllll, i g2g get ready for school :\



-ashleyk-
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your eyes, they shine. your eyes. [Dec. 14th, 2003|06:47 pm]
xxbleedxblackxx
[frame of mind |exhaustedexhausted]
[beautiful noise |A Static Lullaby - The Shooting Star that Destroyed Us All]

Today was alright. I got my semi-formal dress. Looks great on mee. It's a tube top. I'm too muscle-y and hip-y. la la la. I tried on about 5 million dresses. Twas a stress and I wore awful shoes too. I was in such pain. Enough whining from me. Well, I helped out with my church's annual children's x-mas party today. Interesting. I should have brought my cd player for my ears ached all through the 12 days of Christmas sung by 6 year olds. Ouch. Their favorite verse was "5 Golden Rings" seeing as the bellowed it the loudest. O ya. And accordians should be outlawed. that's enough for now.



-ashkins-
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bored and junk. [Dec. 13th, 2003|07:35 pm]
xxbleedxblackxx
[frame of mind |apatheticapathetic]
[beautiful noise |Taking Back Sunday - Ghost Man on Third]

i had an xange blog and that was gay so i came here. i guess this is cool or w/e. im going to habbo so uhh bye.
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